Cegampang

"Awak ni cegampang la," kata gadis rambut brunette seraya mengunyah keropok leko dengan berhati-hati.

"Cegampang tu mende?" tanya aku selamba sambil memasukkan kaki ke dalam air sungai. Sejuk.

"Figure it out lah," katanya sambil bertukar menjadi ikan duyung dan terjun ke dalam sungai tersebut.

Celaka. Jenis bagitahu cerita tak habis.

Cegampang.

fin.

Part 2 : Heart

*thump* *thump*

I reached to my left chest and I felt my heart moved. Though slowly it was moving, like a baby learning to walk.

*thump* *thump*

If it is still moving why does it even hurt just to open my eye?

Yeah. My heart is still moving but it has been badly broken.

*thump* *thump*

Weird. No matter how bad my heart is broken, it can still work.

Slowly. But it still work.

fin.

Part 1 : A Pitch Black Life

The world seem like an ocean. An ocean so vast that I can't escape everywhere I swam.

Oh yeah, I can't swim. And the ocean's current seem to pull me into the darkness. I struggled to go for the light. Gasping for air and thrusting my body upwards.

But still the current is too strong. It keep pulling me towards the bottom like an invincible hand strangling me, holding my body and won't let go.

How I wish there are hand pulling me up. As I being pulled to the dark pit of the oceans, I realised the light has fade away and there are no hands grabbing mine and helping me up.

From that moment, I decided to give up. Yes. I'm giving up on this world.

The world that pulling me to the darkness and drowning me.

I gave up. And as that moment I was drawn into a total blackness.

fin.